--- i love him so much. i love him more than i did yesterday, and i already know tommorow I'll love him even more, because every piece of him, he gives me is another to fall in love with.

--- with you, i felt things i thought i no longer can. i cared, i have loved more than i think i am capable of. not less, not too much, just enough to inspired me to keep living the life i thought was hopeless. i never liked pink and as cliché as it sounds, you brought new purpose in my dull world that in even in my blues and greys- watching you made it seemed more colorful, pinker, brighter. you have certain light within you than even from afar i will never not recognize. everything about you is just so soft, so tender, so gentle, so full of love and wonders and i hope you stay that way.--- i am not a firm believer, but i'd wish to all gods in this realm that may you always possess the gentleness a sad soul craves. may you be the happiest person walking on earth like no other. and even if you're not, may you always find the courage to continue just like how you give purpose in me, a fellow passerby in this lifetime.--- You deserve to be adored and cared for in every way that your mind, body, and heart needs and longs for. You deserve to be appreciated in every way you give your love and energy to someone else. You deserve to be taken on extravagant dates, to not feel guilty asking for what you want, to be unapologetically you. To put your foot down and say no more when someone is only willing to give you the bare minimum. You deserve to keep your standards high, because that means you will not allow yourself to settle. You deserve to speak your mind freely and passionately without feeling ashamed or at fault. You deserve to be reminded of how incredible, inspiring, and beautiful you are. You deserve someone who proves their own worth through actions, not words alone.

----- Remaja - HiVi! -----

--- "Kita remaja, yang sedang dimabuk asmara, Mengikat janji bersama selamanya. Hati telah terikat, sepasang mata memikat, Melambungkan asmara.. yang selalu meminta, Mengulur senja menanti datang. Sang pemilik hati, Rela menanti sejak terbit mentari. Tak sabar tuk berbagi, Segala isi di hati, Geriakan sanubari... Dan bercumbu.. di ujung hari."

--- Aku cinta sama kamu sampai aku ada di titik takut banget kamu ngelirik orang lain selain aku, aku takut ada orang lain yang bisa narik hati kamu selain aku, aku takut kehilangan kamu, aku takut kamu kehilangan perasaan kamu buat aku, aku takut aku nyakitin kamu tanpa aku sadar, aku takut ternyata aku yang selama ini bikin kamu sedih. Mungkin karena semua rasa takut itu, aku jadi sering ngelakuin hal yang egois, yang bikin kamu marah, dan ngga mikirin perasaan kamu, bahkan di beberapa saat sampai nyakitin kamu dan bikin kamu sedih. Aku minta maaf buat semua salah aku ya?

--- Aku harap kamu ngerasain seberapa besarnya sayang aku buat kamu, maafin aku yaa untuk semua kurangnya aku. Terimakasih udah jadi pacar yang baik, udah nemenin aku selama 3 tahun ini dan ngasih banyak kebahagiaan buat aku, selalu berusaha belajar buat jadi lebih baik, dan selalu berusaha turutin apa yang aku mau. Aku beruntung banget ketemu kamu sayang, kamu salah satu takdir paling indah buat aku selama aku hidup. Sekali lagi, happy anniversary sayang, selamanya sama aku ya? Aku gak mau kehilangan kamu.

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--- "Indahnya kisah-kasih kita di masa remaja, Dibawa rayu senja kita dimadu bermanja.. Tiada masa-masa yang lebih indah dari masa remaja. Seakan dunia, milik berdua. Hati terasa merindu tanpa rasa duka. Berkumandang merdu senandung asmara. Kepada yang tercinta, Nada-nada tercipta, Genggam pesona jiwa.. Kuserahkan dan kau terima. Kita dua insan, Yang sedang bermadu kasih, Tak peduli.. apa yang kan terjadi, Yang ku ingin saat ini.. Kau bersamaku disini. "

Song titlesArtist
Red Wine SupernovaChappell Roan
KamuCowboy Junior
This Side of ParadiseCoyote Theory
We Fell in Love in OctoberGirl In Red
AmoebaClairo
LabirinTulus
Old LoveYuji, Putri Dahlia
Lovers RockTV Girl
Stuck With UAriana Grande
Saat BahagiaUngu, Andien
Risalah HatiDewa
Separuh AkuNoah
CasualChappell Roan
HOT TO GO!Chappell Roan
Ma CherieMalice Mizer
Taking What's Not YoursTV Girl
Peace EyesWave to Earth
Love.Wave to Earth
BadWave to Earth
SeasonsWave to Earth
Walking Back HomeVida Talisa
MenariMirriam Eka, MALIQ & D'Essentials
EkspektasiOkin, Ocan Siagian
LDRShoti
RemajaHivi!
Ga RomantisLyla
Boyfriend, GirlfriendCarwash

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--- thank you for reading until here, my love. i hope this wasn't too much and you really can read through this all, i really didn't know it'll be this long lol.--- even after all those stupid fights, me and you are still together. proving to all those people that long distance does work, we just need good communication and trust. even if we overshare to each other alot as well, i think its a good bonding experience. you make me feel loved after alot of failed relationship in my past, youre my safe place to go to, you're have this comforting aura that i can't explain. again, if i ever make you even slightly mad or pissed, please do tell me love. keep the good communication because i really don't wanna lose you again.--- I adore you, so much. It may sound corny or cliché. & it may sound cringe as well. You may call me stupid. & I'm well aware that it's still too early to oath for something uncertain, yet, I am certain in wanting to spend long time with you. I do not have anything in particular, only a word of uncertain future, a promise of tomorrow. Yet, I can assure you that you always & will always have me. I will accompany you, be with you, guide, help, give you strength & be your rest. You've never failed to make me feel special & how much you fancies my entirety. There are days that you could've chosen of given up, to be weak & be swallowed in ignorance yet you didn't. No matter how tired you are, how exhausted you are, how much you desire for giving up, you didn't. You become strong in my stead, you become my strength when I'm on the verge of giving up when you can ignore me & just rest. You chose to love me. You chose to be with me regardless of how painful it was just by staying by my side.--- You're special to me. You're the only one who I wouldn't mind losing sleep for, the only one who I can never get tired of talking to, and the only one who crosses my mind constantly throughout the day. You're the only one who can make me smile without trying, bring down my mood without the intention to and affect my emotions with every action of yours. I can't explain with just words how much you mean to me, but you're the only one I'm afraid of losing and the one I want to keep in my life. love is always stronger than anything, so no matter the trials, fight for those who truly deserve it, those who are worth it. this is where you will realize that together everything and possible even after difficult moments. and that's love knowing how to fight together against every obstacle and come out of it much more welded--- well then, this text is getting too long and my fingers hurt, thank you for reading again, i love you, happy 3 years anniversary my love.